May 23

A fitting way to start a new month is to take the next step, one foot in front of the other. Etc.  It matters not what regrets I am trying to put behind me, it doesn't matter the size of my son.  All I can do is take another step.  Take a step in clarity of thought.

Ho Hum
All day I thought about my diet, I thought about simply eating less, or eating carrots...

A Lonely Voice
It is a funny old story, twisting and turning on a great arc only to get back to where it...

Surprisingly easy
Long.  It must have been twenty minutes walking, thinking about the badness,...

So tired
Slightly tired, more than slightly, but the great thing about tired is it lowers...

The drift
Discombobulation, disorientation, but sitting with a slightly louche demeanour awaiting...

Monster
There is an awkward imbalance, I think it would be so simple for the rule to be laid...

Without, just without
Wound, not like a spring, no, the rubber band has stretched its way into a groove,...

Fat and dull
Where did it go, there was something meaningful, something worth taking about tomorrow,...

Striving for truth
Truth, a strange and slippery thing. Sometimes it can be so bold, so that everyone...

Another game
It is in the games we play, board games, that is.  The games which give us a moment...

Bottoms up
Up in space we have our little habits, here we we raise a glass, a rather nice red wine...

Flat line
Dumn, du dumn, du dumn, there is a little shuffle and the day goes on, on and on, and...

Subtle art
Once again it is all getting a little slower, a little more, a little more and then we...

Always expected
They said the troubles, they said apartheid, they said it was different, and it was,...

Glorious
There are many times in which this modern life has taken to celebrating mediocrity, but...

Porn dad
And he reaches for porn whatever is to hand, and what is at hand is the porn tubes, he...

Keep talking
I suspect it is all really simple: all you got to do is keep.saying stuff and you will...

Cross-dressing mother hen
And so, perhaps like the great many, I grew thinking I was the alpha male, the strong...

Dragging
I sought the time to read today, but all I managed was a chapter in the morning and...

But is it mine?
Let's get back to that painting: I was working from a list of words, themed...

Dot dot
There are so many ways to pass the time without anything to show for it when the time is...

Edit list
List, listi Mac list list, come to mey darling littlemsrt of structural.form, sort out my...

Fun begets fun
Fun begets fun, we spend a little time preparing for the fun and the other folk who came...

Cheap Shiny Things
Just for a moment I was annoyed to be told I had not appreciated the true beauty of the...

Darker waters
In these calmer waters, we can relax, enjoy the ride.  But when I look over the side...

My name is
My name is Jules. I have been reading a book in which every chapter began with my name...

Just rest
Tick tick tick, when I was driving the car I couldn't make out the fuel guage, I...

Serendipity
So I had been thinking about it all day and when I finished sorting needed being done I...

June 23
There seems to be an inertia settling over my days, like a dust that for some reason is...