June 23

There seems to be an inertia settling over my days, like a dust that for some reason is preventing movement not showing there has been no movement.  This month I will still stick to the perenial targets of weightloss and being a better person, as well as trying to make a graphic story once a week.  This month I will add the target of fighting the inertia, understanding the inertia and making it be gone.

Summer sunshine
This is the beginning point, this is the start.  The summer lies before me and I...

Fat stupid
Fat fat fat fat fat fat, perhaps if I fatshamed myself enough I would get it into this...

Reminders
Little reminders to the folks sitting on the left and right of you are great to keep them...

Just about starting
So, most of the day went ok under the new regime.  I ate carrots and fruit for half...

These words
Decision, decide, think, thought, distracted, distract, rethink, smile, laugh, snort,...

Best plan
Strategy or plan?  The young person has done souch work, but souch of the time I am...

Warm Days
The warm days have tickled my mouth into a bit of a smile, and a prickle to my skin, but...

New things
You said shall we do this exciting thing, we always used to do these exciting things but...

Because you believe
You wouldn't have thought it possible but here it is, a moment of character...

So angry
He came again today, to tell me how reading the right book can change your life. ...

Say and go
Say and go, and leave the bad thoughts behind.  And it is true that it may happen...

Heated
Walking, walking in the sun, with the blue sky above, with the warm heat of the argument...

Dribble
And this was the point at which he turned to me, a small amount of ice-cream clining to...

My role
Is this what gaslighting feels like? The quiet acceptance that not only am I not the main...

Feel the sadness
All through the day coming and going were waves of sadness.  Each time I did...

Jules is awful
My, isn't technology wonderful? I wonder how I would feel if my day were made into a...

Remnants
In this age of greater awareness and greater understanding do our expectations reach...

Literary dilemma
So, it started with a complicated dilemma: if someone were to tell you a story in which...

Another day
The amount of space occupied is a function of ta property of the material.  That...

Hot
Strenuous physical exercise in hot conditions is not actually as strenuous as it would be...

Sodding silence
I wonder what the rules are for confident and easy conversation are, do they include...

Empty
Empty, today clanged along like a ox wagon in a spaghetti western in which whistling...

Faker
Fake it till you make it.  But there comes a point at which you have moved passed...

Birthday
Is a birthday a good time to reflect and take stock?  And if I were to take stock at...

July 23
Books, that is what I am turning to this month.  Proactive action as suggested by...