Fat stupid
Fat fat fat fat fat fat, perhaps if I fatshamed myself enough I would get it into this thick skull that I should lose weight, not for good looks reason, and I have always been able to lose weight when I'm flirting, but for health reasons. I am getting on and lugging about the extra stones is pointless and stupid.
This is the beginning point, this is the start. The summer lies before me and I should work out a plan to use the warm days, the outdoors needs to be used, which I can be active I should be active. Should it be a walk or a bike ride along the coast? I don't know, it should be something active, something more than a daytrip. Sunbathing, sunshine, or strolling.
June 23
There seems to be an inertia settling over my days, like a dust that for some reason is...
