Fat fat fat fat fat fat, perhaps if I fatshamed myself enough I would get it into this thick skull that I should lose weight, not for good looks reason, and I have always been able to lose weight when I'm flirting, but for health reasons. I am getting on and lugging about the extra stones is pointless and stupid.
June 23
There seems to be an inertia settling over my days, like a dust that for some reason is...