So very tired

I wonder about this procrastination, I wonder why we do it, is there an anxiety about not succeeding? Then does the lack of productivity send me on an emotional downward snake slide? Then does once the minor chocolate high wears off, does the getting fatter bring on the depression. Oh god I'm tired, so very tired.

This is the idea: to write down the experiences I have had, a little highlight real that is my own biography and then to take it one step further, to write down the experiences I am yet to have. 

Pointlessness
Beset as I was for much of the day with the empty gnawing feeling that all is pointless,...

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