Something kind

It looked like wax, an interesting form but the position gave away it was gunge leaking from the man's eye, and I felt a little shiver of revulsion.  And I thought about the ways to tell the story: laughing at the poor man, empathising with his struggles.  The struggles are real, fam.  But then there was no one to tell the story to because I have broken this, shake, shake, shake until the relationship breaks and now I have to work every day to build.  Every day think of something kind, do something kind.  I broke it I must fix it.

Helpless, frustrated and angry that nothing I can do makes any difference.  My body flooded with adrenaline, tingle, shake, and my decision making is gone.  This is the thing I don't want to live with, this is a situation that happens again, and again, and this is the situation I have to figure out how to avoid.  How can I take the bad bits out of this life without losing the good bits. 

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