Embracing otherness

So she said her name then spelt it, I wrote it and apologised that I may not be able to say her name correctly, a kh was a new sound to me.  She said it again and I copied her, not perfect but better than most English who cannot make a gutteral sound.  And suddenly she was flirting with me, a simple thing of being curious and trying to understand her otherness.  But the thing is we are all other, even those nearest to us are other.

Perhaps as I got older I began to expect less, less on all levels.  Less fun, less care, less partying, less family, less life remaining.  The last one is just a sum but there seems to be no reason why I should have less fun, other than I am not putting enough effort into making fun.  Time to make some fun happen.  Even if other people about me are not. 

August 23
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