Game of Tag
What I would like to say is there is nothing you can do to help or make it better, but perhaps you could explain why when he said it was best for me not to tag along you said ok. Because I don't care if he doesn't want me to tag along, but it does make me sad that you don't care if I tag along or not.
There seems to be this disconnect between the reality as I observe it, the hierarchy and order of thing, and, of course, my beliefs and ideal; yes, there is a disconnect between my thoughts and my actions. Why is this, why am I so dreadfully needy, and constantly in search of reassurance. Cock-y-cock cock.
