Sitting on this bench, all I am doing is sitting here on this bench, nothing more, it is true. I guess the important thing I must remember is that while I am sitting here by myself I am not making friends. And when I am finished sitting here I will have to remember I have not been making friends. And then I might be lonely.
Then I said the you don't know me at all. It was said in annoyance, it was said in frustration, and later I tried to redirect, misinform, change the construct. But maybe it is true. Maybe that is the problem with all this lot. Maybe that is what matters, now.