The greener grass

Is the saying a statement of fact or an admonishment for looking to the other side?  Looking and noticing how the other couple is laughing, and smiling understanding while here it is an effort to think of an interesting thing to say.  I didn't say much today, I made no one laugh, or smile.  I made an observation about a television programme but not the clever thought I had, about the greener grass.  It is dull feeling I am stuck here, this side, and the only reason I cannot have the greener grass mist be because I don't deserve it.  I have not done enough, not been clever or persistent enough to be allowed to the other side.

Sometimes I feel like that blind horse.  I feel that they, those folk with their understanding of the strange phrases they talk to each other in, unusual words, bizarre combinations, but, to be honest, as the blind horse I don't know they are saying anything let alone double speak.  As a blind horse I don't even hear the sound of either the nod or the wink.  It all passes me by.

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