If I would like to embark on a great bicycle journey the first thing I will need is a bicycle. But it would be better if it were a camper, a hybrid bicycle-camper. With solar panels, as it would be nice to be able to charge my phone and write these notes. And a little electric motor as my knees are not what they once were, and they were never that good.
And so, perhaps, there is no point in trying to work out how this can be fixed. It is just a little run down, a little weary. It is not a delapidated thing that needs to be torn down and built anew. It is just this life weary thing that is me, that is older, that is tired.
November 23
Wrapping the blanket about me is a comfort but not as much as the heating, for it is...