Birthday

Is a birthday a good time to reflect and take stock?  And if I were to take stock at this point is it a brilliant life that I have been living?  I am not sure that I would declare my attitude to be that of the brilliant, there is a well of sadness hiding behind my eyes waiting to burst forth into today.  My today 

Fake it till you make it.  But there comes a point at which you have moved passed the point of making it, the skill set and understanding needed to make it are just not in your gift, and then the plan is to fake it until you are run out of town, run out of the rodeo. Faker!

June 23
There seems to be an inertia settling over my days, like a dust that for some reason is...