Existential despondency

Existence is said to inspire an angst, a dread, a deep anxiety usually an unfocused one.  But surely the feeling existence inspires is despondency or ever depression, the pointlessness of the individual other than that of a data point, one more or less makes no difference to the whole.

End and Begin
Shortly it will be the moment when we change the number on the year when we write it on...

December 22
Twenty two is in the last run, all that rains is festivity and party, present and feasts,...