End and Begin
Shortly it will be the moment when we change the number on the year when we write it on forms, administration forms. And we will say to each other what are you changing, and I will say I don't know, but really there is so much I want to change but fear I shall fail so do not start.
Existence is said to inspire an angst, a dread, a deep anxiety usually an unfocused one. But surely the feeling existence inspires is despondency or ever depression, the pointlessness of the individual other than that of a data point, one more or less makes no difference to the whole.
