All the bits
Helpless, frustrated and angry that nothing I can do makes any difference. My body flooded with adrenaline, tingle, shake, and my decision making is gone. This is the thing I don't want to live with, this is a situation that happens again, and again, and this is the situation I have to figure out how to avoid. How can I take the bad bits out of this life without losing the good bits.
One day, when I am big I am going to work out what it is that I want to be. It seems that most of the things I have done I have been reasonably successful, but I have got distracted, disinterested, and become poor at what I was doing. Run out of motivation because, as I like to tell myself, it is not what I really want to do. Because what I really want to do is write. But today I got a bit despondent as I re-read something I wrote last year, and it wad poor. Piss poor really.
February 24
So, there is this issue. It is an ongoing issue which has been going on for many...
