When I was young I expected I would matter, specifically, I would matter in a way that is remembered. A long time into they future they would remember me, longer than for great deeds, it would need to be profound words. Like Confucius, I don't know Confucian but I know Confucius says... I wonder did he really say. Anyway, now I am older I get that none of us say words profound enough to be immortalised. All we do is love life and maybe the storytellers will conspire to create a tale in our likeness.