There seems to be this disconnect between the reality as I observe it, the hierarchy and order of thing, and, of course, my beliefs and ideal; yes, there is a disconnect between my thoughts and my actions. Why is this, why am I so dreadfully needy, and constantly in search of reassurance. Cock-y-cock cock.
Game of Tag
What I would like to say is there is nothing you can do to help or make it better, but...