Wild house
A story about the characters involved in a violent act over a few days. The fool with a history of being bullied, though he was the biggest boy in school, who was used by the villains. The love interest, her tragic past, dead parent, had only made her stronger, more resilient, and more resourceful. The victim, somewhat inconsiderate towards the love interest, but the love interest realises it will not always last. The cause, the wild and careless brother who caused all the trouble with bad debts. And the mother, doing as mother's do. A brilliant tale with amazing characters.
So, there is this issue. It is an ongoing issue which has been going on for many years. It is not a devastating issue but not is it a negligible issue, I regularly feel moments of sadness which I relate to the issue even when the issue is not impacting me at that moment. There seems to be no resolving the issue, and there seems to be no intention or hope for resolving the issue. Certainly, the solutions I have tried have not resolved the issue in any way. There are others involved so there may be solutions but that is not what I am thinking on this month. This month my meditation is how can I be the best person I can through the issue, and could I be my best person, or close enough to my best person, should the issue never be resolved.
Like the snail pulling back into the shell, hiding underneath the leaf, waiting for the rain. The rain that stops those birds from flying. The rain that makes the grass so juicy. I am not sure, in truth, why the snail makes its choices, but my withdrawal is not a great choice. It is a cowardly choice, if I was braver I would tackle my difficulties rather than feel sorry for myself. Well, maybe this will be my meditation for tomorrow. Tackle tackle tackle.
February 24
So, there is this issue. It is an ongoing issue which has been going on for many...
Her lovely new coat
A nude figure wearing a coat with a howling wolf head
