While I drove you to the airport I thought about goodbyes. The oldest memory of seeing my brother off, in which I remembered the detail of the playground not the goodbye. An earlier drive in which a car had tapped me, at a similar time of the morning. Of the partying and the goodbyes I had made when leaving the other country for this one when I was young. Of the loved ones I left behind. But none of these were farewell words, so until next time: happy adventures and explores.
It has long been that I have stopped trying to calm the storm, the storm blows with fury about me and while I try to calm myself waiting for it to blow itself out I find this process is not productive. And then I think back and wonder why the storm didn't blow in my favour. And then I chastise myself for staring down into the well of self pity. Self pity is never the route to productivity. But soon this storm will blow away.
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