No difference
Getting the words spoken was so hard, so very hard, I thought I would not be able to say them, I thought I would be met with scorn, i felt the adrenaline trickle then flow, I knew my hands would start shaking, and still I spoke. I didn't say it as best I could but it was said. Now I suspect it will make no difference, who knows
One of the most important things is to write, is to turn the idea into a narrative that is filled with interesring observations and quirky characters that will entertain and enthrall and in the narrative there just may be a message, if the writing is a success. If
