And Now?

Earlier, I found myself in an awkward situation, I panicked and withdrew.  Now what remains is my lack of understanding, did you want me there or was it one of those times where you'd rather I wasn't but not wanting to seem rude you just didn't invite me.  But what now?

So, now is the time to move on, to take on the next, the more intimate things, the joyful and loving things, the supporting and listen things.  This is just what should happen, and it is time to forget those things I hang on to as unfair.