Sometimes the unexpected happens, I guess that is what the gambling industry relies on. Sometimes it is just a good thing to nod and say, yeah, that was not what I was expecting. And now this was not either, but at least it is not one of those naked panic nightmares, at least it is just chill.
Then come the moments when sadness seems to truly be nothing more than a chemical balance. There seems to be no external change from one moment to the next yet suddenly I feel the weight of this dreadful life, the horror of which I had managed to ignore for a while. Oh dear.
Bird thoughts
To be noticed, to be noticed and thought on, thought provoking, thoughts leading to...