Monkey Life

The monkey catcher must have many a day when there is not a single monkey, days filled with slowly, slowly.  So it was today, it is the first day in which I go with new project of tidying up.  

Somewhere in these swirling mire of thoughts drifting about my brain is a conflict between the base, dirty old man in a raincoat thinking and the respectful and kind persona I want to show, but I am neither, and I am both.  What are you? And what holds the final say in your mind, instinct or intellect?

An Empty Underbelly
I wonder if there is a seething underbelly to my emotional calm seas which is volotile...