Islaners

Islands in the sun, and man is not an island, is man still not an island if he island is in the sun?  I have got stuck in another dragnet where I don't have the energy to fight for a change, don't have the energy to seek out something new, or to hmchange something.  Or, you know, just no energy.

The moment I saw them my heart dropped, but then I thought why not just chat.  Why not complement them on what they are doing and say to them there is no reason I don't believe, it is just I have no faith.  When I was in their congregation I pretended to believe, but I always knew it was a pretence.  But they couldn't understand, because they do believe they think there must be a reason why I don't.  A blockage that if they could clear it then I would.  But the truth is simply put: I don't believe.  I am certain there is magic and there are gods but I don't know them.

On feeling weary
The good, the bad, and the resting when all is done.  Resting and recovering, and...

October 23
An so with the darkness knocking at the door patiently waiting for the inevitability of...