And subtly, slowly, the story changes from one about the difficulties of maintaining a normal life with its struggles and efforts to that of a man planning to become a hero amongst look-the-other-way'ers. But we know it will be a struggle and we doubt it could possibly end well.
What is this normal, what do I want this normal to be? This emptiness that may be the gap between reality and my perception. Should I find a way to ignore one or the other, I am not sure it matters which, would I then find the secret to happiness?