Fortunes favourites

Yes, well, we all know whonfoetune favours, and it is not I.  Today much of my day was occupied with my working out what I would like to say.  First thinking of the words then getting stuck wondering if they are the right words, then panicking and thinking it is all going to end up wrong, so wrong, they are going to call me out and say I am shit and should just fuck right off.  Then I was not brave and said nothing.  And was ignored by fortune again.

The safety of being in the herd is a safety of the herd, not the safety of the individual. But I guess the safety in the numbers is really about mental health, because we aren't really as cruel as those evil public school boys trope, such cruelty is taught, natural competition is not vile, though the lesson is not always taught consciously.  Today I am numb as I do not feel part of my herd.

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