If I told you about them I would say they are a conversation in my mind. While that is not a lie it is a very one sided conversation. See, what happens is I think of the things I would like to say, I go through the words, the exact words I would use. But I don't wait for your reply, I change my words, I change the last phrase. I reorder my thoughts and start from the beginning again. And again. I one sided conversation which I never hear your reply