Long and strange

What does it mean anyway? Discombobulated, I guess that is how I feel but I would have to be in much clearer focus to say this strange and long word is how I feel, perhaps what I want us to know there is a word, however long or strange it may be, that describes how I feel as if the word exists then this feeling is not uniquely bizarre.

And she asked again, by this time I was paying her scanty attention, and though I knew she would never use the information I still wanted to be accurate.  Then the stranger got involved. And the argument rose until they screemed and tore each other to pieces.

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