Bad ritual
I guess that is the way it usually happens. One person does something, some action, some decision, that they think is fine but the other is put out by it, or angered by it. Or worse. The other, in this case, does not say immediately, but takes a while and then, later, the next day when parting, when there is no point of comeback, then the other says something cutting. And the one is used to this, the one waits for things to settle. But perhaps all of this is a bad ritual.
I was taken aback by the sudden feeling of sadness. It was in a slightly quieter moment in a reasonably busy day when I slowed to the least possible motion. Literally. Standing motionless feeling sad. I wondered for a moment if it were a blood sugar thing, whatever that means. Certainly it felt like a chemical reaction that was not of the happy chemical type. And I wondered if this was the feeling of things to come. But stiffness and aching are the feelings of things to come
June 24
Say something nice, clever, funny, or uplifting. This will be easy on a Monday when...
