As you sow

So shall I reap, but it is not that straightforward.  Sometimes the ground is clay-like, or stoney, or sandy.  Sometimes the sun is not right, or the shade too shady.  Sometimes the weeds are too vigorous, after all no one, by definition, plants weeds.  Sometimes the seed is old or the tools are weak.  Sometimes the farmer has the enthusiasm but not the knowledge.  I guess this is just a list of excuses for my misery at what I am reaping.

I don't know if the company is bad.  Is bad the company that does not encourage me to be the best me I can be.  But all of us are bad sometimes, all are unkind, or selfish.  Just sometimes it gets to me, sometimes I feel a little sad and it seems like such a hard thing to get back to normal.  And sometimes I don't want to be alone in getting myself up again but I think that if I cannot show a happy me then it will just stay wrong.

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