Being first
Winning does not always mean being first, as a youth I had dreamed of being first. I am not sure I have managed that yet. I cannot think of a significant moment where I said yes, I am the winner. I have always been in the race, and so often I have been in the leading pack but not the winner. I hope it is that I have dismissed my victories as just another step to the next success so have forgotten the details of the victory.
Fun is good
