Purposeful
What do I want, what is it that I really want. There are a lot of things on that list but one thing that frequents the top is that I want to feel purposeful in my task. I want to feel that when I do the repetitive, the mundane, the chore, that is the point I want to feel I am part of a greater purpose. Feel it, deep in my core feel it. The problem is I don't, more than half of my days I don't.
Is procrastination and crisis a good, healthy approach to take? I am not sure. It seems over the years I have procrastinated those difficult decisions over the grumbling dissatisfied in the relationship, dissatisfactions that would lead to moving on, but within the time of procrastination a crisis looma. The type of crisis in which you cannot give bad news. Or the type where there is so much to be done there is no time to give the bad news.
June 24
Say something nice, clever, funny, or uplifting. This will be easy on a Monday when...
