Surprisingly easy
Long. It must have been twenty minutes walking, thinking about the badness, thinking about all the things I need to say if I am going to change it, then thinking that it is not going to change, I am not going to change it, all I can do is make peace with it. And when it was time, when I was there it was suddenly easy. I must remember how easy life can be, all I need to work out is how am I going to stop worrying.
So tired
