The moment I saw them my heart dropped, but then I thought why not just chat. Why not complement them on what they are doing and say to them there is no reason I don't believe, it is just I have no faith. When I was in their congregation I pretended to believe, but I always knew it was a pretence. But they couldn't understand, because they do believe they think there must be a reason why I don't. A blockage that if they could clear it then I would. But the truth is simply put: I don't believe. I am certain there is magic and there are gods but I don't know them.