Always in a state of flux, here comes the rational thoughts: this is a good situation, it is stable, it is calm, sure there are some inconveniences but are there not always inconvenient things; here come the emotional thoughts: why is that always the choice, do you think I am wrong, or that I deserve this, do you think I should be punished in this continuous way, yes, they are minor punishments but they are daily, sometimes multiple times in the day. And here I am, like the hermit flowing this way with the emotional mind, then that way with the rational mind. And the thing about being in this state of flux is, like the hermit, I am so often alone, meeting only briefly as my state of mind flows past yours.
Solitude
An old man walks alone, high in the mountains, wearing a cloak that covers his...
the fool
Oh look at that fool, falling, floundering, crashing about breaking the rules and...
ii the high priestess
The High Priestess knows about secrets. She knows how to keep secrets. And...
iv emperor
But what is power and what does it mean to me, and how can I apply this to myself? ...
vii the chariot
Willpower is a fantastic tool in the tasks of yokin those beasts and achieving a...
xi justice
Seen to be done... well, perhaps on TikTok it does need to be seen as that is all there...
xiii death
Oh death, here you are with your melancholy and finality. Last night I watched a...
xv the devil
I have heard the devil is an oppressive experience that is, in least at part, from...
xviii the moon
And so began my week of lunar confusion. The path I had trodden so casually...
xx judgement
We are limited in this human body with finite, and, indeed, quite small levels of...
Mark My Card
Are your cards a meditation or a prediction. Do the cards know your fate, do they...