Your call is important to us please hold. But it is not just the call, it is so much more than the call, it is life. My life was on hold today, for sure. My life seems to have been on hold other than a few moments, job applications mostly, and there have been periods when I have thought I would amount to something more than I have. Times when I thought I had meaning, but that hasn't turned out to be true. But I haven't given up, yet.