Today I am trying to keep going. I am reaching out for that corner to hold on the and pull me out of this myre. My fault seems to be a lack of passion, a lack of passion for anything, a lack of strong feelings about any of the issues. Oh I can list them, poverty, abuse, etc. but I don't feel strongly about it, and when I was watching the show I was thinking of only I had done this or that when I was younger. Or if only I had been here not there, or there not over there. But the reality is I am not that guy. And If I want to be that guy then now is as good a time as any to be that guy.