Where is my mind

I guess it would be silly to write a note about not being able to make a decision without following it up with a note about how no longer know my mind.  Thing is the quickest way to find my mind is through formulating the words to describe it, but to do this I need to be surrounded by safe people whom I trust will not mock or turn away when I say, sincerely, things I realise a few minutes later I don't really feel.  I am not sure there was anyone whom I have feel that free with, except for that bottle of drink, bit now I am older the cocktails are fewer and the chances are less. Oh where is my mind.

YAWN GREAT

I guess the first thing about making a change is deciding to make a change.  But that is the crux of the matter, and, I guess, why so many wander along not getting what they want, I am not sure about the balance of what I might gain against what I might lose.  Best to just withdraw, quietly, for a bit. 

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